Letting Go...

and Letting God. It is a term that I had never heard before I began my recovery process. It is just as simple as asking a friend to take your car to get fixed because you cannot drive because of a bad experience. You know your friend will take care of this for you. Just as God will take over your problem. It begins by being honest with yourself and Letting Go and Letting God.

I went to church because I always wanted a closer walk with God and would seek it out and ask people how to get it. But the 'Thou Shalt Not" and the "Thou Shalt Do" this didn't connect with me. I was seeking a purpose and a connection with God but was never able to find it until I started going to meetings and found recovery. It is because of my spiritual walk with God today that I am now connected.

I now go to meetings and church because it makes me feel good. Just like the chemical dependency used to make me feel.

Now I take the approach of ease and simplicity, that in the end will allow me to be closer to the Father that loves us. I have not fallen away but events happen in our lives that we need or want help.

I am praying for peace in my mind, and the hopes of the future that were put there, to be laid to rest.

Today, I am letting go and letting God. Thank you, God.